
into the darkness,
the not knowing.
Having to marry the mystery
before everything else.
Surrendering all claim
to outcomes or knowledge of them,
committing to the love at hand,
and it was enough.
The very undoing that confounded him
was the love that found him.
The answer he sought was no answer,
but only presence,
this woman who also could not be afraid,
this child who could not be revealed
until after he said yes,
this God, who was not at the end of the journey
but his companion on the journey
and the dark road itself, Emmanuel.
We have to say yes
before anything, don’t we?
Joseph, walk with me.
Steve Garnaas-Holmes, American Methodist pastor
Matthew 1:20
But after he had considered this,
an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said,
“Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife,
because what is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit.”
Looking back, how did God shape you on the journey?







